About Chuffing Time!

Wehay an update from me! One that’s not from a phone or done over twitter!

So, where have I been? I’d like to say all over the place busy busy busy and truly doing something, I could actually say that but you know…I’d be lying.

So, what’s been going on? Well recently I discovered a few things, for starters an iPhone can be very VERY distracting (seriously, I’ve wasted god knows how much money on new apps for the sexy little devil. Bored? why not drop me an e-mail on my phone? Things like that keep me going in work). Secondly I’ve been kinda…I’m not sure, zapped of motivation? In truth I fear Newport and city life is effecting me, but I’ll talk about that more in a bit. Thirdly I recently found out in about 20 days I could be homeless, this has sparked a house hunt, but I wont lie and say that’s taken up all my time, it clearly couldn’t…I’d have a new place by now if the search was every waking moment between work. No, but in truth the whole things kinda knocked my mind out of line, I’m thinking more about how I’ll move my stuff, or what colour curtains I want in my new place, or who I’ll call if I find a spider now I’ll have no house mates, so in basic I’ve become homosexual. No Mam, not really.

Anyway, I genuinely hope this will change soon, I’ve got high hopes the next place I view will be good cause it can’t be any worse than the shit hole I viewed last. I’m trying to perk myself up some more too, talking to my (soon to be ex) house mate earlier about the youth of today I realised that at only 21 I’ve lost all my childish innocents, my immaturity, and almost my entire ability to have mindless silly fun without fear of how it will effect me down the line. For most people this would be a good thing, but fuck, I’m 21! Those things are for people in their late twenties at least. I can still get ID’d for a scratch card, I’m too young to be like this. So I’m trying to come up with ways to force myself to change a bit. Fingers crossed this’ll help my motivation and way of thought and I’ll be blogging a lot again soon :-)

Oh soon I will drop off the face of the earth beyond my Twitter and Facebook. Why? Internet here takes 10 days to be connected to a house, so when I move I have 10 days no internet…it…will..kill…me.

Anyway, I know this was a shoddy update with nothing interesting and more me going on about my life which I hardly care about so fuck knows why you ever would…I mean I probably wouldn’t care much for your life ether, no offence, but it’s probably boring like mine…we need to have more fun.